Tourette Dreams
Motherless BrooklynTourette Dreams is a brief expression that turns the relation between a person and their tics into a dreamlike exchange: the tics may be shed, but they may also be the ones doing the shedding. Its decisive implication is that separation from symptoms need not feel like simple liberation; the self, too, can seem to be left behind.
The Image of Shedding
The expression unfolds in three linked movements. First comes the possibility that, in a Tourette dream, a person sheds their tics. The next line reverses the action: “or your tics shed you”. Rather than settle which side controls the separation, the wording holds both possibilities together, making the boundary between person and symptom unstable.
The Self Left Behind
The image reaches its consequence in the phrase “and you go with them, astonished to leave yourself behind”. The departure is not described as a straightforward recovery or escape. The person goes with the tics, while the self appears to remain elsewhere; astonishment marks the gap between the apparent release and its unsettling cost.
Form and Significance
Presented as a compact fragment rather than a fully narrated dream, Tourette Dreams relies on repetition with a reversal: shedding first appears as an action performed by the dreamer, then as an action performed by the tics. That shift gives the expression its force. It makes the question of where symptoms end and identity begins feel unresolved, and renders the imagined loss of tics as a strange displacement of the self as well.